Part of your world (Me Singing)
I have been remiss. I have been silent much, as I gather up the vestiges of my life and try to make sense of it all. I have gone through some rather harrowing days and come to the conclusion it's time to share me differently.
Most of you, if you pay any attention to me whatsoever, have some idea as to where my life has led me. At least in some small way. I walked out of a marriage that was for all the world to see, a rather stable marriage, even if it was causing me heartache. That was MY heartache. I didn't share too well. I just kept maintaining the status quo, moving through and exploring. It's been over for several months now and I have moved on.
Last summer when I was in my 'exploring' mode, I made a recording. Something that has only been shared with one person. Today I share it with the rest of you. Not because I'm proud of it, but because it sort of explains where I was, what was going on with me and why I made the choices I did. Sort of. Because how can any ONE song or one thought really give definition to the deepest of emotions we experience?
I am working back into the world, attempting to right myself as I journey to a career in media. I am enjoying many new things, wine, new friends, and looking to my future, OUR future, with open eyes and passion.
This is for Ken and all the rest of you, and yes, it really is me singing. :-)
Comments
I know I've let you down many times. I work hard not to. I promise...my solemn vow...that every day of my life, I will be the very best man I can be. For you. For me. Forever.
I love you always
I love you all ways
I love you all the way
Sheryl . . . hello again. I have not wished to add my two cents to your Vox of late because I have been a bit judgemental . . . . without even knowing who you are or walking a mile or two in your shoes. There was, and remains, no purpose in puting such thoughts in writing. You have a full plate right now, and some of it is bitter leftovers I am sure.
Well, this song, your pure voice, has melted this opinionated and often hard heart. What a beautiful piece. For a moment I actually saw a castle under a trail of star dust just outside my window. What a beautiful talent!
Wishing you all the best . . . really! JP
I have regrets. I can't undo the past, at this point all I can do is move forward. I think I'm finding my way...I'm trying anyway.
I have missed you. I guess, not unlike your keeping quiet on my blog, I stayed away from many people..certainly those I have respect for. I didn't want to be an in your face sort of person, and we all come to our personal comfort and peace on our own time, not on someone else's.
So, here I am. Saying hello back. Wanting you to know I appreciate your thoughtfulness and your reply. I hope to have the opportunity to catch back up soon. :)
Sheryl
P.S. Stardust is a very, VERY nice idea. :)